Confessions of a well traveled, yet still reluctant, adventuress...
Panic set in...what was I thinking? Yes, I had planned a European adventure built around a VERY economical cruise, (yes, cheap!). The ship leaves from Athens for a short, but destination packed, cruise. The cruise was less expensive than a Caribbean cruise, with each of the three places left I wanted to see in Europe as part of the itinerary. How could I resist? And why travel that far and only stay a week? So the planning began and I was playing with ideas, hotels and flights as though I was planning a day trip to Boulder.
However when all was final and the eve of the big trip arrived...panic set in and I was ready to cancel all that I could, and stay safe and sound in my comfort zone, surrounded with my dogs. Home, in my 'box'. Really, who is this Mitzi who thinks a trip around the world is like a visit to a park? What happened to the person afraid of everything? Well, for a short time she reappeared, filled with worry and fear...and panic.
But that was last night and today I am now sitting in the airport lounge in Chicago, back to my new self and excited about my upcoming adventure. That fear worked in the past as protection that I no longer need. A bit of past fears is okay, after all, they were part of my life for a very long time. The trick is to no longer be paralyzed by them. So luckily I worked past them and left the old Mitzi at home. Adventurous Mitzi s on her way to Greece and beyond!
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